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Am I a Failure, or Have I Just Not Found My Passion Yet?

About work status and possibilities

Elin Melaas
3 min readOct 6, 2022
The author’s daughter is standing in front of The Royal Palace in Norway. Photo by the author.

This is me

I went to the university for eight years and got a master’s in technology and a bachelor’s in nutrition. I’m still paying off my student loan debt, have a small permanent position in the municipality, and sometimes work as a teacher. My income is low and variable. I have two children, a house, and insurance. I need to make money, but I have a growing dissatisfaction with how I spend my days.

Time to share my introspection and poor excuses

My lack of courage has led me to where I am today. I don’t seek risk. I’m afraid of failure and standing up for what I believe in. I fear running out of energy and not being able to regain strength. I choose the path of least resistance. I’m an introverted procrastinator.

I can’t change everything, but I think some improvement should be possible. I must take some chances and speak up. Besides, I know I have some good qualities as well. I’m curious, eager to learn, persistent, and a geek. And I love to teach my newly acquired knowledge.

“Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do…

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Elin Melaas
Elin Melaas

Written by Elin Melaas

Books, reading, health, parenting, and coffee 📚 MSc in Medical Physics and BSc in Nutrition. Editor at Illumination. Owner of Hooked on Books.

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